Remember the Evil Pony Overlord is here to help, even outside of CraftBlock, my Skype is always available, even when it says that I'm not there, I'll be there within a few hours. Sometimes all you need is someone to talk to, and having someone to talk to that knows you well is the best thing to have right now. Take care and remember what Winry said when Trisha passed in Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood
"Grandma says that when you cry for loved ones who have passed away, it makes them sad in the next life, too"
I am sorry to here that omega, also if u need any help with feeling happier feel free to private message me as I know ur loss by losing my grandmother as well 4 years ago it was sad but then after a while u think about all the good times u had and how they would be in a better place if they were sick